Staring at the wall Feeling ten feet small

A lot has happened since I last wrote anything of importance. The last year has been rough for me. My life has changed in many ways. I left art school and found a new hobby. Got new friends and such. This is going to be really personal for once.

I still love and adore the stuff I learnt in art school but I felt that it was time for me to move on. So I found myself joining a Show cosplay group. Since then my cosplay life has exploded. I have visited more conventions than ever and made so many more costumes. Still in some ways I miss art school so much.

My "new" education is also nearing it's end. In a few months I'm going to graduate as a seamstress and I have already done my diploma work. All I have to do is take a few more classes and finish my training at the city theater. I don't really yet know what I'm going to do after its' finished but I'll figure it out.

This last year has really taken a toll on me emotionally. Most of my closest friend moved away to a another city. So my daily  social network of friends shrunk to a minimum. It has been hard on it's own but also much shit has been thrown my way on other accounts. My granny was diagnosed with cancer two years ago. Finally everything is fine with her but during year 2012 both of my grandpas died. For the first time in my life someone close to me has passed away. Also I had to quit the cosplay group to keep my head intact because I couldn't take the talking behind peoples backs and other stuff after all the other shit in my life.

I have made some wonderful friend also. I adore them so much. So my life hasn't been all shitty and crying (though I've been doing that a lot lately). Because of those people I have had the will power to keep going. Also I got to settle some old things with my mom and things are going to turn around now. And I became an aunt.

Now things are looking good for me and I have come trough most of the bad stuff. Everything is going to be fine.www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2djRV…

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